Sometimes you just have to....

Eat something that is not good for you.  And yes people, I have ate stuff in the past two days that have not been anywhere NEAR low carb.  Also, I have not done so great about drinking my water the last two days.  Yes, I feel guilty.  Yes, I know better.  However, I wanted to eat it, stop the cravings, and move on with my diet.

Now, here is the thing, I could have made dinner the last two nights low carb.  We had Chinese (leftover Chinese tonight).  If I could have stayed away from the rice, the pepper steak would have been an okay choice.  However, that rice was calling my name.  It was going Sissy, Sissy.  So, I just had to listen.  Oh, I have had Chinese since going low carb and I have been a really good girl.  I always ordered and said hold the rice.  But I was craving it so bad last night.  So, I decided to give in and stop the craving. 

And because of those cravings, that is why I gave into the double cheeseburger yesterday for lunch.  Could have been better without the bun.  But gosh, it tasted so good. 

So, my question is this, did I do the right thing?  Or did I just completely blow my entire diet?  I am going back full tilt tomorrow, but I feel horrible.  Oh well, tomorrow is another day!

Now for a Johnny update.  He is still doing well.  He hasn't weighed himself lately but I know he is doing well.  I just can't believe it has been three weeks since his surgery! Here is a new photo:

My biggest fear is he is not getting his protein like he is suppose to be getting right now.  I am also worried because he is not eating like he is suppose too.  He should be eating about 4oz at a time of various things during a meal.  However, he is still eating only one item at most meals.  He states he doesn't feel hungry or feel like eating that much.  I am just worried!  And if you know me at all, I worry about everything!

I do have pics of his first semi-real meal.  Check out the look on his face.  It is priceless!

This was breakfast on Sunday.  It was a 1/2 of scambled egg, 2 Tbsp cottage cheese, and 2 oz baby food peaches.  He ate most of it but not all.  I was proud of him!

Come along for the ride.  The adventure is sometimes not very healthy but yummy none the less...